Master gave me instructions, ‘eat the dog food and tell about the experience”.
I looked at the container, Steak flavor “Porterhouse” yum! Ugh! Why was I doing this? A couple of days before and my Master had had me on my back on his bedroom floor using all manner of butt plugs in my ass, this of course after having deuced with two bottles of Masters urine. I cleaned up as instructed and took my position on his bedroom floor as had been given to me in my written instruction. My wrist were bound to my ankles and soon out came the laundry clamps to my balls and the head of my dick, it was uncomfortable but not too painful, then the nipple clamps which were painful, Master asked me if it hurt and I indicated thru my gag, Master urine stained dirty underwear, that it did and he removed the nipple clamps and replaced them with laundry clips, I was a bit dissapointed missing the pain. Soon Master was lighting a tapered candle and drip hot wax on my ass it was very painful and although I started out sreaming into the gag I ultimately went quiet choosing to eat the pain, it was wondeful. Soon Master was also dripping the hot wax on my balls and eventually all over my chest. He made me drink his piss and ultimately shot his load into me. But before leaving him he gave me some instruction, "you brought the dog food, you eat it, but not here, eat it and describe it to me after you've eatin it". Oh my god was that what Master just said to do? Today was the day.
I sat in my car and had peeled back the foil wraper, I sniffed it, it smell really gross, wanting to just get through it, I stuck my fork in and took a good sized bite chewed it and ate it. Then followed by a second bite and I started to gag and I ended up working it down with a drink of water. I continued and eventually ate every last bite, but nearly threw up twice doing it. I went on to my work out it wasn't the same, I felt vile perverted, fuck I just fucking ATE wet dog food. To make it worse every time I belched I got to taste it all over again and almost puked twice while at the gym working out. I felt a rush of mixed emotions. I was disappointed in myself that I couldn't consume the dog food without gaging on it. I felt disgusted, how low am I descending, I have even talked about the cocks I sucked this week in a park restroom, not to mentiont the exhibition show. I know what being a slave means, is this what I really want? I thought doing things that I felt, personally, disgusting would still be a turn on, it was and it wasn't it was gross, it left me feeling like a low life piece of shit. Frankly I would rather eat human shit that taste dog food again it was that bad. I sort of have anyway, once a guy had been pounding my ass and he got dirty with my shit. After stroking him I became aware of it and decided it was me who made him dirty and I needed to clean him up, which I did, with my tounge. Yes I licked my shit off of his dick and his balls and honestly I would do it again.
The next entry? Five days traveling five loads.
I sat in my car and had peeled back the foil wraper, I sniffed it, it smell really gross, wanting to just get through it, I stuck my fork in and took a good sized bite chewed it and ate it. Then followed by a second bite and I started to gag and I ended up working it down with a drink of water. I continued and eventually ate every last bite, but nearly threw up twice doing it. I went on to my work out it wasn't the same, I felt vile perverted, fuck I just fucking ATE wet dog food. To make it worse every time I belched I got to taste it all over again and almost puked twice while at the gym working out. I felt a rush of mixed emotions. I was disappointed in myself that I couldn't consume the dog food without gaging on it. I felt disgusted, how low am I descending, I have even talked about the cocks I sucked this week in a park restroom, not to mentiont the exhibition show. I know what being a slave means, is this what I really want? I thought doing things that I felt, personally, disgusting would still be a turn on, it was and it wasn't it was gross, it left me feeling like a low life piece of shit. Frankly I would rather eat human shit that taste dog food again it was that bad. I sort of have anyway, once a guy had been pounding my ass and he got dirty with my shit. After stroking him I became aware of it and decided it was me who made him dirty and I needed to clean him up, which I did, with my tounge. Yes I licked my shit off of his dick and his balls and honestly I would do it again.
The next entry? Five days traveling five loads.
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